normal?

salam…

hari ni aq penat.LI.other homeworks.kena siapkan projek K lg.tp aq enjoy finishing projek K.bilik aq masih bsepah.wlpn sdh 2mingu aq di sini.bkn apa,buku dh x muat almari.so,bsepah la atas lantai.xdk la bsepah pon,cuma bsepah for me cuz its not in a place of its own.they deserve them.rancangan asal nak ke tanjung sari tempah some shelves for them tgh hr td tp xjadi.so, i end up finishing my LI which is sgt amazing considering aq selalunya buat LI selepas aq bangn subuh pg sebelum kelas tersebut.oh,printer aq dh dibaiki cuma ink is low.will top it up later.aq igt nk bt case review mlm ni.kl rjn n kl mata aq masih segar slps terawih.tp aq mmg nk.tp aq mmg pencuri masa.i work well under pressure though i know i work better w/o them.aq kira blk cgpa aq td sbb kemas2 bukujmpk slip result.alhamdulillah.but im not striving as hard as i wanted to. myb im just just hardly trying.hmmn~oh,my cactus yg satu tu dh tegak balik lepas siram 2 hr bturut2.dehydration kot,thus lembik n sujud menyembah bumi.tp dh mkn ok hr ni.aquarium lak lps tkr filter hr tu dh cntk sgt.air clean je.ghost aq dh besar.pnjg da sm ngan pnjg tapak tgn aq plus jari.besar kan?but read sumwhere it can grow to as long as half a meter.so,kn feed lg la smpai ghost aq tu gmok.omei pon gemok.makan.tidur.main pon x sgt dh.dh besar dh pon.kl ikut umur manusia myb dh tingkatan 5.dh x main2 sgt.tp manja still xleh tggl.manja sgt2.mcm aq kot.haha~aq manja ka?mcm x ja.ntah.aq dh biasa hidup bdikari kot.pengakuan eksklusif.hehe~oh,hr tu bINg hilang but then she found her way to adi.xtau la cmna but skrg da dgn adi la.kucing mmg knl tuan da kn.sbb tu xdk peribahasa bagai kucing lupakan tuannya.cuma kacang je yg lupa kulit.wlpn it doesnt make much sense.xpa nnt aq suruh mythbuster siasat.ms terawih mlm bila aq x igt,ktorg recite asma ulhusna.aq tringat perhimpunan pagi ahad kt matgwar.pastu aq teringat jemaah kt surau al-falah matgwar.pastu aq teringat kwn2 aq yg pnh jd imam.bacaan dorg.suara dorg.prangai dorg.tringat matgwar.zmn skolah aq lain dr zmn skolah org lain.aq x tipu.aq punya mentaliti lain dr org lain.even when i was in high school.aq blh cerita but aq xsuka cerita tntg diri aq.aq xsuka kena judge.sbb tu aq suka diam.sbb tu aq sng sendiri.sbb tu jgk aq sgt open-minded kot.sbb tu jgk org kata aq sgt PD(percaya diri).smpai ada kawan sorg tu bengang2 dgn aq bout that.for me confidence is an asset.aq xsuka org yg xpcaya diri.aq xsuka org yg need sum1 else to take care of them.i have trust issue.u can trust me but dont expect me to trust u dat easily.anybody close wud ve heard this from me.play my trust once,im sorry,theres no  2nd time.yeah, i am selfish.aq suka buat hal aq sniri.sbb if anything happens i can blame everything on me.i like to blame everything on me.dh nature org ckp.i am hard on myself.korg bsyukurlah korg bukan aq.hehe~aq xdk mslh dgn duit sgt.alhamdulillah.but im now learning to manage them better.cuma habbit aq beli brg mahal xleh nk ubah jgk.kl dh bkenan harga dh xkisah.tp yg mhl sllnya tahan lama.aq seorang yg practical.slagi blh guna aq guna.slagi blh pakai aq pakai.n aq mmg susah nk bkenan satu2 brg tu.tanya la mak aq.n kl dh jmpk pon ada ja hal,no size,no color,etc.so,kdg2 btul kata org dont ve a dream,cuz u’l be crushed not getting it.ni aq bc manga.tp aq sll kl nk beli beg or kasut or stuff apa2 pon dlm otak dh ada blue print d style,texture,color,material,design,etc yg aq nk.sbb tu nk cr 1 brg kdg2 smpai bbulan2.xpa,aq sabar janji puas hati.though sumtimes i do have to settle for sumthg else.n sumtimes i get sumthg better.perfect is never in my life dictionary.i hate perfection.i like moderation.i mean it in d most acceptable way.but really perfection n me never match.kl nk aq elaborate psl topik ni pnjg sgt.nnt la bl2 aq ada mood mcm skrg lg.sbb aq mmg xsk tulis psl aq.ntah,hr ni apa angin pn aq xtau.oh, aq tau.i still want sumthing i cant get.n d feeling of uneasiness kt dlm ni mybbkn aq trasa nk mnulis.but x tau bout what.anyway,hormone pon is responsible gk.yes,its dat time of d month.yes,aq xposa.tp aq kan gadis normal.tp normal ke aq.ramai ckp aq pelik.aq pon rs aq pelik n x normal.but what is normal anyway???

t8 cr!

p/s:post pnjg n aq mmg xmgharap org bc…

p/s2:kbarangkalian post ni akan didelete sgt tinggi.tlajak prahu bleh gostan.tlajak ckp xleh bt pa.tlajak post leh delete…

p/s3:so not me writing bout me…

p/s4:frustrated…

p/s5:aq blk raya 25 ni…

p/s6:aq x abih lg bengang ngan fk.igt nk post psl tu but mmndgkan bulan puasa,kn tunjukkan sedikit kesabaran yg tsisa…

p/s7:aq suka jln kaki skrg.cardio status aq dh sgt teruk.kjp je jln dh leh tcungap2 sdgkan aq pnh mmpunyai RR ala2 athlete.cet~

p/s8:esok kena pegi kelas capoeira cuz ada announcement bout our test november ni.yes,im affiliated with quizumba capoeira…

p/s9:i need 1 more dumb bell…

p/s10:i need to go down n help them cook.i am such a bad cook.seriously,if theres a ranking of what i am most not capable at,it is cooking…

~ by dRnADIahz! on Thursday, September 11, 2008.